ok...im utterly dissapointed in him...nono actually dem..i was so happi todae afternoon cuz i finally read a book fin n de story was nice..dn suddenly sotong msged me n told me dat dey tok bad bout me bhind my baks....omg...u duno hw i reacted..i tried to sound lyk.( oh, is dat so...kewl..)dn sotong told me dat it was yq hu strted it...so of cuz i straight away called wj mei n told her dat i feel lyk cryin...i was shocked n puzzeled cuz i duno wad ive done to offend dem.
so me n wj chatted...n tried to find possibilities of y dey r doin dis to me. DO U NOE HW I FELT AT DAT TYM WHEN ALL MY FRENS R SHUNNING ME?!?! N WORST OF ALL I JUZ GT BACKED WIF CC N WJ DN DIS NEWS REACHED ME. i ws so disspointed n upset n hurt dat dey wuld do dis to me..bt nvm..i understand dat dey tink i sucked big time.
dey jumped to conclusions sayin dat i kip avoidin dem n ignoring dem which is...nt true...actually i wan to tok to dem..its juz dat i duno hw to communicate wif dem..i tried to understand n to noe dem better..n nw dis lester kips tellin me to chnge n try to understand wad dey r tinkin..has he eva tot about my feelings?? dat dun understand me?? dat dey dun understand hw i tried so hard to tok to dem bt cnt?!?! dats y i dowan lk at dem..cuz.i realli cnt tok to dem..everytin i sae dey oso nvr hear..gt a few tyms i shout out loud..dey nvr hear..oni cc shout dey gt hear (im nt tryin to sae nytin bout u cc...u noe i still treat u as a gud fren). so0 wad does dat mean?? im invincible?? yes. evn in my outside classes..i oso nvr tok to mny ppl cuz i juz duno wad to sae to dem. i cnt tink of topics dat dey wuld b interested in..dats y im so quiet..except in pri sch daes...
i tried guys....i realli tried...n nw u shld try to understand me...hw difficult it is to communicate wif u. i nvr evn tok so much to bois in my p sch. (oni when we quarrel) u see...dats y...nywae.wadeva i sae oso bad ting la..so i might as well nt tok to u guys frm nw on...i dun evn tink we toked b4...u cnt blame me fr nt understandin u all...cuz i tried..u cn sae me for all u wan. cuz all i noe is dat IVE TRIED.
L愛ve ends @7:36 AM
